Jagamum naan Ahamum naan

Comfortably quiet (Tranquility) Or Painfully quiet ( Depressing) . By now I had assumed that I would have gotten used to both types. It doesn't seem to be the case. Sometimes small incidents shake you out of your homeostasis.  Small event like someone who I thought was a good friend going MIA. Now .. people would tell me to never give anyone that much importance that it would cause a deep abyss on their exit or they would tell me that I am mad to expect friends these days. So that silence was maddening because I would rather fight it out than keep mum if that person is that important. But yeah.. you cannot fight a lost cause. So lessons learnt.  Edited and Posted later:- I was seething when I originally wrote this and realised later that I was barking at wrong tree.

When there is a candle on a cake and waiting to make a wish, all of us wish. Barbie dolls, more toys, better grades, better health, health of dear ones and what not. If not anything, in a rare day, when things are all good, we wish for it to remain good. It is not that we get what we wish for (not always though) but we wish hoping things would just turn better. Or it just give us the positive energy to keep us going thinking that it is out there waiting on the queue to be serviced I just wish to have a normal day!!!