Jagamum naan Ahamum naan

Normally work is my happy place. I adore having 20 items that my team hands over to me and by evening I get check all out. That's me in wonderland. I love feeling wanted. I happily skip to pick challenges and deliver them. Work turns stress when I dont love it ( I know it works the same way for others). That's what it is right now. And it affects Dewy too when I am stressed. All it took was a call early morning from a friend saying "Just Breathe". I didnt tell her I was irritated, somehow she sensed my aloofness and she called in morning. It made my day today!!! Simple Pleasure!!!

This is funny!!! I am the extrovert. Dewy has been diffident character through out her early years. Now in any party, she seems to form a gang quite quickly and vanishes from my purview till the end time. And I sit as quiet as Dewy used to.  Sigh.. Our characters just turned about face🤦‍♀️

2 years before... almost in same time ... I was drowning with apprehensions of managing Dewy alone. Let's face it. I am never a patient person. My patience level has always been paper thin. So dealing with all the daily routines and dealing with her seemed a high task. The first reality of it hit in the Boston airport. We had 4 hrs layover. After all answering/stamping business, we had over 2.5 hours. I wanted to get my phone activated using that 30 mins airport wifi time and I couldn't. I needed that to inform my colleagues to come pick me in the final place. I was trying to find a way out and Dewy being a kid was all interested in playing.I snapped and told her that this is not a good time. And now in 2 years time, I have grown with her. I have my share of good and bad days as far as Dewy is concerned. I think that totally, selflessly dedicating your life and basing them on your kids is a very tough thing to do. Most of them might be doing it, but it drives me crazy when th...